My Ruin - Through The Wound lyrics

LATE AT NIGHT I WATCH AS THE SUN COMES UP - THE BREAK OF DAY IS NOT ENOUGH, WAS I REALLY DEAD?! AND I REMEMBER HOW I FELT THIS TIME LAST YEAR - WONDER WILL IT DISAPPEAR SOMETHINGS GOTTA GIVE... [Chorus:] NEVER LET GO OF THAT FIERY SADNESS, THROAT FULL OF HEART - MOUTH OF MADNESS! BY MISTAKE I SWALLOW ANOTHER PILL - BITTERSWEET IS SUCH A THRILL - TRY TO FEEL ALIVE! AND I FORGET ALL THE PAIN JUST GOES AWAY - WISH THAT I COULD SLEEP ALL DAY DISCONNECT MYSELF... [Chorus] IS IT BETTER TO DEFEAT THIS MONSTER - BE SECURE IN THE SILENCE OR TO BE DEVOURED, DEVOURED?! AND WHEN I STAND BEFORE YOU AT THE END OF THIS... WILL I HAVE ENOUGH GUTS TO LOVE THOSE LITTLE SLICES OF MY DEATH?! NEVER LET OF THAT FIERY SADNESS... NEVER LET GO OF THAT FIERY SADNESS! And I would rather have eyes that can't see, ears that cant hear - Lips that can't speak... than a heart which no longer can beat... This strange melancholy pervades me at which I hesitate to give the grave and that beautiful name of... MY LIFE! ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCARS - THE WAY OUT IS THROUGH THE WOUND ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE SCARS - THE WAY OUT IS THROUGH THE WOUND Courage doesn't always roar, sometimes courage is that little voice at the end of the day that says... I'LL TRY AGAIN TOMORROW