My Ruin - Silverlake lyrics

The forecast said it would be sunny I guess they got it wrong It's raining again in Silverlake And I need to hear my song The one that puts me in the mood To spill my guts and talk to you Saves me from my self-inflicted worry when I do Oh, you're asleep right now but I'm still wide awake It's hard for me to close my eyes without no pill to take I think of all the times I tried, the nights I dreamed I'd died Help me feel alive again 'cause I'm so dead inside Well, I'm a liar and you're my saint It feels so good being the one they hate And I'm a sinner, so let's all pray I wouldn't want it any other way Well, have you heard the news, I've got a blue bruise on my hip The truth can be a brutal business, I just need a kiss Someone to tape my wrists, I think that I'm about to bleed But I know it's not up to you to give me what I need Oh, you're awake right now so I must be asleep It seems I've got a secret that I ain't afraid to keep I think of all the times I tried to tell you how I feel But it's so hard to mend my wounds that just refuse to heal Well, I'm a liar and you're my saint It feels so good being the one they hate And I'm a sinner, so let's all pray I wouldn't want it any other way Take me back, let's go back It's so dark here, it's so black Exquisite with stillness, the fragrance of flesh The taste of revenge and my wounds are still fresh Now here she comes with her bloody red lips Funeral-white skin and her generous hips Drenched in the scent of romance like no other She's so filthy gorgeous that d**h has become her Well, I'm a liar and you're my saint It feels so good being the one they hate And I'm a sinner, so let's all pray I wouldn't want it any other way