My Ruin - Sanctuary lyrics

dishonest you came with your first kiss blue eyes sold me your heavenly presence something was suffocating me and i couldn't breathe had no idea that you would ever deceive i tried to believe all the things that you taught me christlike images of truth they straight got me now watch me drown in sadness my lungs gasp for air as i let you stab this heart and rip apart wounds that exist deeper and darker than any words i could spit all is sh** and it will never be well because the fires that burn are my never ending hell is this what you call god? your faith is lost is this what you call god? get off your cross get off bridges connect for necessity lifelines scar my hands like the rest of me asked me to trust you and yes i tried to constant apologies caused me to lie too tried to medicate my hate with your magic how could something so sweet end up so tragic resurrect me from this abyss in d**h every body function fails to exist false commitments tongues twisted with religion a heart shaped rock of the same size incision obsolete with no relief or release just insomnia filled nights of never ending sleep is this what you call god? your faith is lost is this what you call god? get off your cross split a piece of wood and i am there lift a stone and you will find me are you still scared? sanctuary sanctuary sanctuary there's no sanctuary is this what you call god? is this what you call god is this is this is this what you call love? get off get off watch me get off get off watch me get off get off now watch me fall i swallowed all of your lies and they felt good going down d**h be not proud