My Fortunate Downfall - Loneliness Is A Choice lyrics

i am searching for outlets of inspiration your attention and recognition that existance isn't all there is no, existance isn't all there is but we know loneliness is would knowing what i'd be going through change my choices and my actions or the outcome of events? i know, i know i am here for a reason one day i'll accept but that doesn't stop the feelings now-- the feelings of regret i don't want to have to deal with you and everything that goes along no, i don't want to have to deal with you and everything that goes along ''cause we both know EVERYTHING's wrong' would knowing what i'd be going through change my choices and my actions? (or the out come of events) we know everything's wrong i know, i know i am here for a reason one day i'll accept but that doesn't stop the feelings now-- the feelings of regret i know, i know i am here for a reason one day i'll accept but that doesn't stop the feelings now-- the feelings of regret