My Epic - Lashes lyrics

A storm is approaching I know cause I called it on I'll catch up lovers in my way That I'll consumes and throw away cause there's no woman I could love More than myself That's why I still sleep alone Good God I feel empty now but no one found out and I never touched her I'm trusting less in my defense Cause there's no difference in the things that happen in my head and happen in my bed Oh God I'm shakin' like a leaf I'm shakin' For 27 years now I've been waiting 27 years now I've been keeping my end But every single gift I ever gave you is just a bribe so I could get you to give me what I wanted it's and silver I never cared for innocence just the appearance Find me and wash me cause I can't see the stains my God I'm so scared Cause I'm so fractured but I don't feel the breaks have I loved too many daughters to ever be whole I'm ashamed that you love me send grace for the hearts the I stole