The amount of pills I'm taking counteracts the booze I'm drinking and this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say Oh baby let me in Well I'll choose the life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making and the beauty that I'm faking lets me live my life like this And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say Oh baby let me in And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out And you can't touch my brother and you can't keep my friends and we're not working out, we're not working out This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it Well I hope I'm not mistaken by the news I heard from waking and it's hard to say I'm shaken, by the choices that I make and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say Oh baby let me in Well I'll choose this life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making And I get a little shaken, because I live my life like this And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say Oh baby let me in And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out And you can't keep my brother, and you won't f** my friends and we're not working out, we're not working out This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it Never again, never again Oh baby let me in, I'm knocking let me in