Muwaffag Ibrahim - Chilling In The Black Depression lyrics

[Verse 1: Yung Depression] Feel this way when I bend, I blink Just to sneak away, ultimate price I pay The man is inside, I am alive Darkness is my friend but, but not tonight I see the outline of her body And I really need a new hobby I really like the way her head covers up her [?] I don't wanna see anything, feeling mad dog Get the bling, bling so i drink another beer And shed three more tears One for myself, one for her and one for the future To hurt together like a [?] I plan to get my anger out So I can show her what I'm about The corner has never given anything I, I look at it as heaven, but, but all I do is watch p**n I guess I'm torn, the Internet loves me even when I don't Real females aren't and real females won't So I seclude myself, not for my health But I know the black is clear and the black is true So I return from where we came just to come again I, I try not to feel what I love But when I pull and tug, fear a rise I still try to say what I feel instead of just having dope bars I'm, I'm struggling with depression 'cause um depression k**s Cause um depression k**s [Verse 2: McFuego] Chilling in the back seat Whipping in these back streets Flipping out these black sheets Black thoughts, black dreams Of black cops shooting white teens I wake up and I back off Pooling up my nice things Black polo, that's Ralph Lauren Black controller, I put Matic on em Black keep coming for me Black keep coming for me Black revolver, black toddlers Black foreigners, black soldiers Black like the suit on a nice lawyer Black like the soot on the back of the pan that'll cook for ya Black forces, black lava lamps Black corsets, black fava beans Black guitar strings, black everything Black as the abyss Black as the pit where my heart should've been Black as the tits on a Nubian princess Black is the sh** That's black on black on black on black on black on black