Mutiilation - Tormenting My Nights lyrics

Through the ugly old window, moonlight shines with malice And in the Maze of my mind, convulsions of my memory Regrets don't really haunt my soul but acrid thoughts corrode my brain Awaken til the dawn to fall as darkness fades And I stay here for hours eating my soul with anguish My body seems to be dead but my mind burns with morbidity Paranoia prevails those times, alchemy of hate and fear But also lustful phantasm... power, fortune and glory Night is opened wide for my kingdom- HELL Apparitions come as the daylight dies- HELL I can't control my mortal flesh so close to my realm I wish I had the power to k** this shell- HELL But the scarecrow you spit on is already dead- HELL I make me sick to punish myself from being arrived here... And to fade my anger down as blood is tears of the flesh... Teeth frenetically bite my lips, awaken in sweat at night I wish I could stop thinking just for a minute I could stand in a nut's shell and say I'm world's master If I didn't bear those horrible nightmares Acrid soul brings bitter tears, vampires cry in eternity Gazing at destroyed dreams, illusions that died for long And the wish to k** humanity, erasing the memory The devil take them all, none made nothing for me Their eyes wet, their herts cry, I don't want their compa**ion And as soon as I'll be gone I don't think they'll miss me for long.