Music-is-life2 - Wishing for Suicide lyrics

I walk around and think about the day Always wondering what people are going to say Who's gonna stand in my way I stop and think maybe life will always be black and grey, but I hope for a little pink Got me contemplating and wishing for suicide How will I survive You took my pride Go on and stand aside Dont try to stop me now I'll provide n***as thought they could change my mind But I close the blinds Its to late to hide So I grab that rope and I begin to climb