Have you ever felt like you're drowning? Like you can't breath? Like you're fighting for air But you're surrounded by it? You're standing alone No one there But you can't find the escape You can't find the surface You can't reach the surface You're fingers are right beside it But you can't burst through the opening You're just stuck in one spot One spot where you keep fighting One spot where nothing remains the same One spot where no one smiles One spot where you try to hide the pain but nothing works You're just there No one sees you No one notices your pain They think just because you're smiling everything is okay? They think you have no problems They think you are the happiest person alive But it doesn't really bother you You want them to think that But at the same time it does? At the same time you just want someone to ask if you're okay and actually care enough to listen? You want to just be able to tell someone anything and everything? You want to be able to break down and have someone there for you? Yeah, Do you ever feel like that?