Murdock (Rapper) - My Soul to Take lyrics

Let's celebrate... (Hook) Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take Well the Lord's gonna catch a f**ing break, cause I ain't have a soul for days (Verse 1: Murdock) Lost my soul the day I first poured myself a full cup Missing church Sunday mornings waking up still drunk Prayers up to heaven have evolved into hiccups Now I count my blessings when I get my crucifix s**ed By these virgin Marys or Magdalenes Receive my body for communion, it's happening The bar cut me off, a sin for my phantom limb Cause you moaning in my ear's my only catholic hymn Oh what you thought you knew me? So much you can't see You only get the tip of the iceberg every time that we speak The bottle melts it all together and I feel the heat And I surrender to aggressor, I accept defeat That we will always be together in my fantasy Letting you go, makes me lose my goddamn sanity Now I've become something way more devilish Spreading my wings, yeah I'm loving these appendages Are you offended yet? Covered in sweat I bet This beast knows that he's sick but I say f** the vet While staring d**h in the eyes like... I AIN'T READY YET (Hook) Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take Well the Lord's gonna catch a f**ing break, cause I ain't have a soul for days (Verse 2: Apex the Oppressor) Goddamn, summoned the beast gone mental You gonna regret the day you asked me to spit on this track I bet you I'm not even angry, just full of apathy, a pathetic excuse for the medical use of the d** I abuse I don't look back anymore, I done burnt down all them doors I done bridged the gap between a sociopath and a misanthrope With a craving to split your head so I can f** your throat and take a sh** inside your open gaping hole, sh** head Oh bruuuh, your girl look good, is she wet or is that just blood? Imma get what I came here for, my kind of transportation: Going in to pull a train on my best friend's little sister, fist her, till the labia blisters Getting f**ed by white men for free, sounds like living in this country I've had these thoughts since the age of seven, we need to talk about Kevin We need to talk about the poems he's written on the chalkboard in front of all of the children Tried to teach him Christ but he turned the cross upside down and crossed it out and turned religion into rhythm He likes his friends like he likes his women: DEAD I am the Dr. Seuss of the Hitler youth, I am the messiah of the school shoot "Oh my God is this guy a racist?!" Yeah b**h, but at least I hate everyone the same sh** All the Jews, the gays, the blacks, the whites, the dykes, the Asians though... they alright I'm the ember in the gas chamber, telling you to kiss the carca** of your dying wife Sell me something that you love like, this the only thing my Momma said I do right As I sold her straight to a pack of snakes so they could gang rape her Tied to an epitaph, a stack of religious artifacts I practice rap, so I could spread disease, it pleases me, it gets me off, I secretly at night jerk off to a burning cross And I'm this way for no reason, I'm just hungry, that's how I k** the game; Ted Bundy Charming, disarming, rich. I take pleasure out of gutting your b**h Hang them up in my room like I am butchering pigs, bu*t f**ing your kids, if you censor my sh**, I am to send you a gift Go ahead... open it "No..." Open the box... I worked hard on that Hey... relax. I care about you. You're important to me. Now open the box WOOOH! (Hook x2) Now I lay me down to sleep, I pray the Lord my soul to keep For if I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul to take My soul to take, My soul to take, I pray the Lord my soul to take Well the Lord's gonna catch a f**ing break, cause I ain't have a soul for days