Mulatto Beats - Growing Pains lyrics

[Intro] Uh, cheaa uh huh See, I done been through a lot I don't know where I'm going with this Said, I done been through a lot I don't know where I'm going with this Yea... [Verse 1] I'm 26 Though I've never fit my age bracket Never smoked or sold a tree Never slang a coke packet So how can I deal with life If I neva been the dealer type? Have trouble expressing feelings Unless I just sit and write "Alright, there's plenty people like you! And no I'm not saying sh** to Spite you." Shut up I'm not saying there's no one like me I'm just saying no one like me I'm alone... I condone... To being "momma's boy" without a mother Till this day I suffer, never found another Woman to love me unconditional A suicidal pistol-trigga-pull Comes closer everyday I'm f**ing breathin' True love has just been something harder for me to believe in Catfished on occasion Promises they breakin' Emotions they be fakin' sh**, Gotta girl at home Guess that's bad karma Heart encased in armor Never met to harm her But I'm never satisfied Leaching like a parasite Trying to grab every pair-I-sight [Hook] Why can't you see What's happ-en-ing? You want me to grow up I'm living just for fun You want this said and done I say Bae don't you run... This is just growing pains This is just growing pains... [Verse 2:Female] n***a I'm this close to leaving you! Well aware of what you do Hope your proud of what you put me though Can't even look at you! I never state facts, never caught you in the act But I'm sure Doggy-style ain't the only time you f** behind my back! That's why you don't want this baby... n***a must think I'm crazy Got my mood up in a rage We ain't even on the same page "Abortion" let's k** it! "Abortion" let's k** it! "Abortion" let's k** it!... Why you seem so willin'? What about my feelins Pregnancy is not appealin' But murder is unforgivin' Oh!, we'll both harbor pain? It's a shame, some b**hes actually Believe n***as when they say that Without him doing anything to actually portray that... (Male) Hold up... I'm just thinking logical... It's illogical To think raising a child is even possible I don't own a car, I don't own a home Only work part-time, f** being a part-time parent! (Female) Grow up Your soo content with your lifestyle Every child has a purpose Do you feel this one's is worthless? f** it I probably deserve this Let you scar my heart What's another one to my cervix!?! [Hook]