Breathe... Push... ...I lost you, you were my god thought what do I do now you were never there for me never there to carry me, 26 years looking back that time is gone it was you I believed in look what you've done to me realize what you've done to Me I can't bleed, I can't bleed, I wanna break for the life that walked away from me I can't see going on in this darkness I'm blind beneath my cradle the bough has broke, I exorcise my loss your lie the punishment It takes time to try to mend the wounds of all the suffering, What do I do now all I'm asking from you please send me a sign to guide me through the times that lie in front of me I'll get by myself Look at me now, a piece of sh** like you. Look at me now, you left me so f** you. Everybody leaves me, everybody's gone. Watch my father leave me, there's nobody left. Feels like I've never been loved. Everybody leaves me, never gave a sh** about me. Everybody's gone, I'll rot in my head alone. I don't give a f** about you, go the f** away . Fake being, inside of my heart you are the liar. Innocence displaced. Been left. Here I stand now and I'm alone, With no one to comfort me. One set of footprints in the sand. No one to take my hand, I'll . I'll walk through as long as I need. I'll drift through my life though I'm alone. Outgrown the cradle that once housed me And I've found that all I need is Me. Found I've never needed you to push through All the sh** that stacks up inside of my life. Endless plight that circulates through my body. I'll keep stumbling, beating, pummeling Teething on the rind and renounce my being. I can't see going on. I can't see I'm so tired, of trying to mend the wounds of all my suffering. What do I do now? All I'm asking from you please, Send me a sign To guide me through the times that lie in front of me. I'll get by myself I can't see going on f** it.