Mr. walker - It's better to have loved and lost lyrics

I've already fallen for you but I don't know if I'm gonna fall on my face I want you in my life even if you leave as quick as you came and go without a trace Oh what a beautiful fall! It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all! And now I'm stuck in the middle with you And none of us know if we've got something to look forward to I'd rather live my life in a rollercoaster going down low and way up high My life has always been and always will be one hell of a ride! If I get to choose I'd rather love and lose I know it's better to come out clean but I'd rather come out bruised Maybe I'll fly into your life Or crash land on my face in high-fi Maybe life will be like before but probably not, cause I can't forget you anymore If you say "no" then I know that I'll cry Keep up my smile Though I will be dead inside And in my mind I'll suffocate I'll numb myself - inebriate Starv myself, keep losing weight and look at my f**ed up pale grey face as I cry I could have flown into your life But I landed on my face in high-fi Now life won't be like it was before Cause I can't forget you anymore You said "no" and I cried And kept up my smile though I was dead inside Walked alone with my mp3 and smoked too many cigarettes If I get to choose I'd rather love and lose I know it's better to come out clean but I'd rather come out bruised