The first things we want are the last we receive Hope's the first thing I want you just have to believe But life's winding road can disorientate My sight's on the outcome but I'll have to wait I never really heard all the things that you say I never really cared for the games that you play I never really heard all them things at all I said that I was doing fine You said that you could see Straight through my lies And when you looked in my eyes There was another story locked deep inside All the time that you knew all about it And the ways that we circled around it I didn't even know what to think Didn't care how low I would sink And I couldn't even bring myself to speak You thought I'd never fall so far from reach Well, the apple never falls far from the tree I couldn't console myself This ain't an everyday feelin' An everyday feelin' My love This ain't an everyday feelin' It's hard to believe it I know The last things we want are the first we receive Well you'd better step back I've got tricks up my sleeve But life's blinding lights can disorientate My heart with the outcome but I'll have to wait Been told I'll have to try and take it day by day I never really listen to what people say I never really cared for their words at all I've heard it all 1000 times Everybody just trying to read my mind They never even realize That I never even had to think twice This ain't an everyday feelin' An everyday feelin' My love This ain't an everyday feelin' It's hard to believe it I know We've all had to wait so long For good advice that turned out wrong Where we go to prove who we are Broken are the hopes of some The cornered either fight or run Where we go to prove who we are now