Mourning Caress - The Pessimist lyrics

What a fantastic place to let myself go To torture the body, to torture the soul On and on into veiling visions On and on and I close my eyes I am the fallen one Devastation, termination is what I see Backwards into isolation I k** myself, I am free Devastation, termination is what I see Backwards into isolation The pessimist it's me In self pity I will drown forever It's the easiest way for me To continue life I count to zero Looking never forward, looking ever back I cannot change it I cannot change my life Here I'm standing, all on my own It is my will, my choice, why carry on Here I'm drowning, still on my own It is my will, my choice, why carry on Devastation, termination is what I see Backwards into isolation I k** myself, I am free Devastation, termination is what I see Backwards into isolation The pessimist it's me Backwards into isolation Devastation, termination Backwards into isolation The pessimist, it's me