Emerge like a nocturnal organism fresh from its pupa Salivating, mutinous, a swarm attractant for the damned Connected to nothing Waiting for the next peak Sensory excitation Muscles twitch Excessive compulsion Nerves Cauterised Treacherous -insomnia Drained exhausted The soft underbelly Exposed destroyed Liminal time Tortures Crown (This is where) the definite made infinite Without physical beginning or end Cathartic sublimation dilated longing Everything seems blurred at the edges The nothing gushing past in relentless torrents Destroying the source the anti structure we must vacate Pain with the poison pain the first horizon Disease nothing but the poison beyond all of them Such an elemental force we must bend to With the tempest of longing until we can take no more Weep not for it .....it is all the better lost