MOsh - Paradox lyrics

[Verse 1: Peace, The Keeper] Look In that back alley Who is that parked in that all black Caddy? Seen him at the park ridin' slow and steady And I think he's eye-ballin', boy get ready Protect the backpack cause that's where the stash packed Yell and scream at him, "you better back back" You got your dad's racks but got the gat lacked Begin to step back and then the *brrap *brrap! Run! Boy he got a gun, can't you tell? I thought you ran track, why you movin' like a snail? f**, my stomach, I don't feel so well Where's Samael? This wasn't the deal Look, you alright, get up Move quick, duck, jump, get behind that truck! And why the hell did coach give practice? I wouldn't be sore and I'd still be packin' A mother f**in' fool, straight clown right now Cause I knew that the crew don't own downtown And who the f** is Samael? Now dad's gon' be mad cause the pounds ain't dealt Just survive, stay alive, explain later on He can't be that mad, the backpack ain't gone Why'd you go alone? They're 6 strong, and they're rollin' up quick Boy dip, get goin' [Chorus: MOsh] Why am I doing this? Should I go through with this? Satan's outside No, I can't run or hide Close my eyes, man I'm feelin' so clueless (2x) [Bridge: MOsh] My conscience is blind, need to open my eyes. (3x) Need to open my eyes [Verse 2: Peace, The Keeper] I told you that this sh** was stupid But you wanted all the ice, had to be the cool kid Wanted everything nice, had to get the new kicks Change your name to Harley, kid, cause you're foolish Don't get too down, still got the pounds Backpacked still packed, pain wearing down The worst can change into great right now But when you get to the house Don't make a sound Just pack up your sh** And head out the door Don't tell a soul where you're planning to go Mama's too drunk and drugged, she won't know And when dad finds out you'll be too far from home f** this house, it gave me nothing but hell I was stuck in a rut like a mutt in a cell Stuck in the mud when the rain pours down Only way to escape was chasin' blood bills Blood spills seen from the blood stained pills Bloody body seen from the gunshot k** Homicide unseen, the don't tell drill Police receive some republican bills The light at the end of the tunnel ain't too far Hop on the train straight to the E.R You got the guns, d**, money, and more Not much love, should've left before [Chorus: MOsh] [Bridge: MOsh]