Mortal Love - Reality lyrics

What I wouldn't give for-a chance to feel What I wouldn't give for-a chance to heal What I wouldn't give for-a chance to cry What I wouldn't give for-a chance to die What I wouldn't give for-a chance to hate What I wouldn't give for-it's all too late What I wouldn't give for-a chance to need What I wouldn't give for-a chance to bleed All the beauty I feel-I know it's not real All the beauty I see- will never belong to me I tried to hide But I fell apart Why do I try To desolate my heart