Mortal Love - I Want To Die lyrics

I'm too tired of this life All I need is my big sleep You are so far away You love someone else Another day pa**ed me by Another day filled with pain You are not here You're with someone else I love you to d**h You love someone else So I just wanna die Create hate I hate myself for loving you "We have touched for the last time You are long gone, in love with someone else I now fear nothing but life itself And I have learned that living is just a slow way to die I do not believe in life or in love anymore. The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness I hate myself for loving you The fear I feel night after night has developed into a disease No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes. To escape life itself now seems the only solution With relief i look foward of letting go of the pain Finally... there is peace in my soul To lie dead without a concern , without a tear, You own my heart And life without you is so imensly painful Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you makes tears stream down my face I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful smile, your angelic face, your wonderful body and your good heart: You are everything , I am nothing I want to die But really... I am already dead" I will not live