These empty promises Begin to hold me down These aching momories Turn back from time Beyond my dreams The past is closing in Again I hear it's voice Whispering I am not what you see See me I'm dying again Again I'm too weak for this This empty life Help me now I'm choking Against my will Drowning Forced to smile and to live Darkness fills my life Again I slowly die Life is to much for me now Again I wish I were not here Facing al my fears Take my pain And heal me now Again