Morning Glory - Urban Tribes/When I Grow Up, I Wanna Self-Destruct lyrics

when i grow up i wanna self destruct be a f**in bum turn my liver into mush blow my head off in the street and drink till d**h i'm a failure but i'm livin' free f** tha army, join the anti i'm a failure to society that's exactly what i want to be my friends are my only family i'm the branch that fell from the family tree alive to die, feel the rush moderations for the lost bloom in lush when i grow up i'm goin down live in poverty in alcohol i'll drown think alone, give blood die soon in suicide, i got no love