Moonlight Awakening - Vertigo lyrics

So desperate to find another way to hold In all your weak pursuits, you lose all that you chose The doubts in my mind I never could find They're all I can see here If fate can't exist, then I can't resist The doorway to new fears I am so alive (suffice to say) I will sacrifice my hopes away Another time and place, much like it was before I've chosen to delay, I've chosen to ignore If everyone knew, then no one would try it's all complicated.. If nothing is found, will no one believe The path we're betraying? I am so alive, I will sacrifice my heart away So many ways to go, I wish I didn't know So many ways to go from here ... The pressure's closing in, and soon I must begin So many ways to go from here Is this how it feels, is this how it is To know what you're saying...? If nothing is found, will you turn around And wish that you waited? Was all this a lie, Have I sacrificed my life away? All I ever try, Can't help wonder why it's still the same