Monty C. Benjamin - The Coldest lyrics

[Verse 1: Monty C. Benjamin] Living life in 30 below zero Home where the old heros Become villains They family the first victims I dreamed to work with em Waking up Into poverty Go to sleep with the torture These troubled thoughts always followed me Soon as the sun rise Hell would begin Getting fresh out the closet I'm keeping my skeletons In Checking into a school that Told me for sure Imma fail Principal judged from beginning but ain't know me that well I guess know what to expect from the Grind on a regular mind state They either don't care or wasn't expecting us The project buildings we lived in by the barbershop Turned into closed down barbershops and parking lots The battle I'm going through while Drinking this liquor Impressing n***as That's afraid to see they selves in the Mirror I'm talking to you n***as Second guessing and tripping Like Benjamin ain't the next to get it Poetic and vicious In the breath One inhale and you brainless Like huffing on computer film Ruffilin feel the pain yet The block that my cuz died on was on the same steps I'm gonna reign supreme Told the streets Imma take a rain check So next time that you see a kid on the edge With less than nothing to lose and A skull cap on they head Know that boy cold On his own Tryna live his life Could freeze over dr.victor fries n***a right [Hook: FEVAH] In this cruel world Frozen hearts are all the things i see Bitter thoughts and bitter winds surround me Leaving me from frostbites of the soul So cold [Verse 2: 222] I got girl that really loves me But i only gives her one night Stands Then i leave her when the sun lights The room And im on my way to work flight Early Cause i hustle every minute nice No I'm sorry baby i know But i got plans in the works I live my life on the road I gave my heart away once But then that b**h became cold And it haunts me From the bottom To the top of my soul She asked me What about the music why you always rock the mic You quit writing rhymes we could maybe start a life Well That's really cute but my heart frigid cold in ice I'm so cold that i gave the devil frostbites And god told me it's the purpose Of my whole life to drift away and battle evil With what all my pens write It's so brain I turned a crazy man sane Turned devil from a sinner From a sinner to a saint So cold You can never comprehend it It's the borderline mastermind Flirting with demented rhymes Sending shivers down your spine When i hook and thread a line Hook a sinker on the grind So you always know that i'm Realer than the fame For a time I see her from a boat So she's not a dream of mine The fisherman's tail I'm the big fish scale Like jonah from the whale I persevered hell And i didn't get burned So you know damn well The coldest motherf**er alive then exhale [Exhales] I'm the coldest motherf**er alive then exhale I'm the coldest motherf**er alive then exhale I'm the coldest motherf**er alive then exhale I'm the coldest motherf**er alive then exhale I'm the coldest motherf**er alive then exhale [Hook: FEVAH] In this cruel world Frozen hearts are all the things i see Bitter thoughts and bitter winds surround me Leaving me from frostbites of the soul So cold