Monarch - Lowly lyrics

I've been unfair, I have cheated you all of my life. Now I'm left here without a prayer, Ever thought every word is a lie? I'm so sorry, I know I fail. I can't live with myself anymore. I'm desperate, I want all of it, On my own. Fall me, your son, For am I overwhelmed. Believe your son, I'm crying out. Mark my words, Write them down, I said them before. I'm begging; it sounds the same, Never mind, I can never return. Will I die in this room alone? Will I vanish behind my door? I won't fight, I won't fight anymore. Tonight... Father come back, For I am overwhelmed. Relieve your soul, I'm crying out for you. So far... I don't want to show my disease, And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling. I don't want to show my disease, And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling. I don't want to show my disease, And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling. I don't want to show my disease, And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling.