Monarch (American band) - Lowly lyrics

I've been unfair I have cheated you all of my life Now I'm left here without a prayer Ever thought every word is a lie? I'm so sorry I know I fail I can't live with myself anymore I'm desperate I want all of it On my own Fall me, your son For am I overwhelmed Believe your son I'm crying out Mark my words Write them down I said them before I'm begging; it sounds the same Never mind, I can never return Will I die in this room alone? Will I vanish behind my door? I won't fight, I won't fight anymore Tonight... Father come back For I am overwhelmed Relieve your soul I'm crying out for you So far... I don't want to show my disease And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling I don't want to show my disease And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling I don't want to show my disease And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling I don't want to show my disease And I don't want to die with this lowly feeling