Moker - Last Note lyrics

Yo listen up. This song goes out to Rodney Hulin He was a prisoner in Texas, hung himself on January 26, 1996 Before that he wrote a suicide letter. This is what he wrote To: all my family, friends that I ever knew It's been very difficult to live a good stable live From the very beginning when a was a small child I was abused s**ually, emotionally, mentally and physically by my father But I forgive him for what he has done in my life I can't live mistreated, lied and stolen from Most of all being hurt for all the things you have done I've been behind bars for 8 year of my life From the very beginning when I was a small child I was abused s**ually and physically by my father I'm very sorry to end my life this way But if I don't do this someone else surely will I truly regret all the sh** I've said I wish that I could take it all back But in the end I will be better off dead I'm very sorry to end my life this way I truly regret all the sh** I've said I wish that I could take it all back I'm saying I rather die on my free will Than be k**ed, that's why I must do this Before I go, when I say being hurt, I found forgiveness For those who have hurt me in my life Which has been a very short one, only 17 f**ing years Since I was placed in prison July 31 I have found myself to be more mental and emotionally Destroyed than I have ever been caused by these four walls I want all of my family, friends including my current girlfriend Misty Mosher, to know that I love them all even after this cruel act I wish I could be with you all but spiritually I definitely am I'm very sorry to hurt all of you this way That's why I wrote this last note