Modern Baseball - Hope lyrics

I speak soft Hoping you'll hear me Not too busy searching for your head and heart I sing loud, but only in the beginning Just to grab your attention Will you bare witness to these words that have been so hard to find? Look at me when I say I'm not just another one of your f**ing push-away's In your life, all you've seen So sick and tired of all those movie scenes I'll let you in, I'll pour you out Let's build you straight up, turn you around and spit you out I am hope Look at me when I say I'm broken and disheveled yet still working a double on your heart And in your head Not to be confused with the lines about losing them Oh, I'm speaking truthfully I've spent so many sleepless nights just wondering, 'Will I ever be able to be your hope?' Your hope Shattered heart but you're calling it open-minded Dare I say you're the one who makes me realize.. Our nights are not labeled as life, Can we call them living? I found these present-findings to be directly connected to your secret carings Oh, I've been speaking truthfully, I've spent so many sleepless nights just wondering, 'Will I ever be able to be your hope?' Your hope I sing strong Will you just notice me? Spewing these lines out, leaving my thoughts so dry Just you know you're slowly brewing A collection of moments My tangle of words should explain my lack-luster last line