Mock Orange - I Keep Saying So Long lyrics

I keep saying so long to all of the ideas. Rusty crane turning the wheels. I think I'd like to live in a hole. Where I could yell Mo-Mama-Mo. Nobody laughs 'cause nobody knows. Who's telling me I cannot be. I already am. Somebody in the car next to me. Thunder coming out. What's that sh** in the trunk about. I can't feel myself breathe. I can't feel my legs. I can't feel my teeth. I keep saying so long. It's been so long. I wish I could see what's ahead for me. I've been waiting so long. I sit all day and work all day. Sit all day and waste away. I sit all day and sit all night but I keep on sitting. Maybe this is all a dream 'cause I cannot control these things. Somebody hit me in the back of my car. I was at a red light. He was at a green light. My feet on the windshield pushing tight. I thought it was day. Maybe it was night. I keep saying so long. It's been so long. I wish I could see what's ahead for me. Who's telling me I cannot be. I already am.