MK - Ventable Outcome lyrics

[Verse 1] And I can't stop having these visions right now yeah/ Listen to me when I'm talking deep yeah/ 'Cause all I got is myself, I've been living like that yeah/ Al I got is myself, no tolerance, I want back yeah/ I fell last night in the club/ I failed again with everything and I gave a f**/ I was going out the front door/ While those b**hes didn't even want more/ Don't tell me that's normal, 'cause it ain't normal/ 'Cause to me what happened after that was paranormal/ I was walking out like I need some deep/ I'll get it from anywhere and I ain't cheap/ This is a bad dream, I need some sleep/ But since October I've already been asleep/ Look in my face when I'm talking to you/ 'Cause from your eyes I can see a view/ Listen to what I gotta say and don't fall through/ 'Cause I'm in the club and I can see this ain't true/ I'm the darkest person you can find out here/ 'Cause my taste for fortune is greater than my fears/ I do not give a f** if I can't steer/ All I gotta tell you is stay clear/ Oh and I keep having visions like I'm a creative genius/ I'm so confident I'd call myself the new Jesus/ 'Cause needless to say it's all needless/ I talk a lot in public but deep down I'm speechless/ Sorry, been writing my future out, that's why I'm sleepless/ Sorry, unlike you, I feel like I ain't got no weakness/ But really I've got a weakness/ 'Cause I suffer from uniqueness/ f** you for ever saying I s**ed/ f** you for ever saying I'm stuck/ I'm educating myself, we're talking stocks// I'm educating myself 'cause all I ever wanna see is rocks/ And these days I can't go forth/ I wanna live yolo like James Dean, in short/ I feel like it's all written out there for me/ I feel like it's all just out there waiting for me/ I'm special, I've always felt special/ When I say that just know I'm dancing with the devil/ Trust me, my arrogance is so high you can't get on this level/ Just know that I never wanna be careful/ I feel like there's arrogance pouring into my brain/ If you'd tell me to make it rain, I'd make it rain/ I do not give a f** 'cause this is my reign/ Lemme feel free again 'cause I've been in chains/ Don't know what's happened or what's going to happen/ All I care about is increasing traction/ [Verse 2] I'm transcending into my creative space/ I gotta tell you, you should find that kinda place/ You don't wanna grind 9 to 5 for a paycheck/ You wanna be homeless or on top and think what's next/ What's next/ What's next is me feeling like a god/ I just feel like I cannot fail at all/ I feel like I'm just constantly going higher/ Look at these other guys 'cause I'm the sole survivor/ And I'm the best you've ever seen just 'cause I feel like it/ We live in a world dominated by feels, take a look at that film reel/ Y'all are far too kind/ I'mma get stuck in my mind/ I'mma convince myself that I all ever needed was the grind/ I'll start thinking I actually stand a chance with something else too 'cause it's my time/ Yeah, it's my time/ I've started to feel the weight of the climb/ Yeah, it's my time/ 'Cause I've seen myself standing on that shrine/ Yeah, it's my time/ I'm seeing myself in my prime/ Rhymes so illegal you'd call 'em a crime/ But I'm still waiting for a sign/ Just feel me already, yeah, show me that sign/ [Outro] You'll never understand me so don't even try I thought I didn't give a f** with this b**h who cries/ I guess I'm unpredictable, you can see it in my eyes/ 'Cause right now eyes just don't lie/ Thank you for ever doubting me/ Thank you for ever clowning me/ Thank you for ever drowning me/ Thank you for ever talking down on me/ 'Cause someday you'll see that that's what I can use for my advantage/ I'll use that to my advantage while your b**hes will be suffering from miscarriages/ 'Cause I say f** that life 'till it hurts/ I always say I ain't normal, I even wear different shirts/ Yeah, different shirts/