MK - Therapy lyrics

[Verse 1] 4:30am and I can't sleep/ I met this chick, let's just say sh** went pretty deep/ I ain't never felt this way before, so I implore/ I wanna meet her again, this stuff I cannot ignore/ These are one of those nights, I'm letting out on the figurative floor/ The best lyrics from me are done in a sate like this, you wanna hear more?/ You do, let's do an encore/ I'm looking for people to talk with, I ain't looking to score/ You heard ftt right, I shat on everybody's corpse/ Oh but I feel, I don't know how I feel/ Feelings are just mundane stuff you can eat like a meal/ I got to asking myself multiple times is this real/ I know how much of a cliche that is, but it doesn't feel real/ Right now I feel like these could be my best lyrics, the real deal/ Whatever you do buddy, don't get me in my feels/ Out of control but I love the sense of not having any/ How many messages have you sent, I dunno man, too many/ I think I counted but it's a little hazy/ Well at least everybody knows this is for real, this ain't lazy/ C'mon I'm acting like I'm a little baby/ She'll pick it up and check it, maybe/ f** all that eating, this the sh** that's important/ f** playing games, this the stuff that's important/ Yeah, abandoning responsibilities, awesome/ I never was my best with them on like a condom/ [Hook] I don't wanna say I ain't felt this way/ If you got something going on this the sh** you wanna play/ And just swerve away/ This is the stuff nobody can convey/ Feelings that don't feel mundane/ Oh f** man I feel like I can't sustain/ C'mon just swerve away/ You know I wanna talk deep today/ And it's only monday/ If you'd tell me to throw my responsibilities away/ I would reply with an okay/ [Verse 2] Yeah I'd reply with an okay/ 4:58 now yeah okay/ I hope these feelings never fade away/ If somebody wants to talk deep they'll save my day/ The funny part is I seem like the type to keep that at bay/ But there ain't no price to pay/ I ain't got no price to pay/ Feelings are complicated, they work in mysterious ways/ I want more but I'd still want to see myself astray/ Like could she ever be the reason/ For me hit ten million/ What the f** is this feeling, I'm on a zillion/ The situation complicated af so I feel like a minion/ Like I've seen this pan out on tv so many times/ Like you're crazy for a person, that hits you like a knife/ I never want a wife, this time I'd go with that wife/ f** tha trap and all that, this is my life/ Oh but there is complications in the way/ I've got a filter so that really does weigh/ I love people so I'd never want to ruin their day/ But I'd do anything to just talk deep and stay/ These might be the realest rhymes from MK/ Solving this puzzle with feelings is like an essay/ At this point I'd almost pay/ But I gotta keep my feelings at bay/ [Hook] I don't wanna say I ain't felt this way/ If you got something going on this the sh** you wanna play/ And just swerve away/ This is the stuff nobody can convey/ Feelings that don't feel mundane/ Oh f** man I feel like I can't sustain/ C'mon just swerve away/ You know I wanna talk deep today/ And it's only monday/ If you'd tell me to throw my responsibilities away/ I would reply with an okay/ [Bridge] But I gotta say Marvin's room right now is hard to listen to/ If I was in a state like that I'd let everything through/ But I've almost let eveything through/ There's not a lot of situations like this, not even a few/ But seriously, I goddamn hate this feeling 'cause it's lurking me/ I feel like it's taking a hold and just jerking me/ Just let f**ing go of me already/ I spoke for f**ing five hours how can I feel so empty/ [Outro] It's therapeutic as f** when you record audio messages/ They cut so deep, you run out of sentences/ And guess where is the emphasis/ The emphasis is in my gentleness/ Like I might've just f**ed a situation up/ Don't think for a second that I'd act like I don't give a f**/ I just hope I don't get stuck/ I'mma keep pushing bu*tons, I'mma keep pushing my luck/ But I gotta tell you, I'm the cheat code of relationships/ That right there's a pro tip/ [Outro #2] Check it, This is that braggadocia part/ I love it how I'm special, she didn't wanna hang with you at all/ You wanted once a week, I get that already and I ain't even gotta call/ I love it how you still did crawl/ Sure I ain't gon' say I never wanted to crawl/ But at the end of the day I'm in deep, so I ball/ She just took a knife real sharp and stabbed it through your heart/