Mk Ultra - What I Live For lyrics

Last night my dad flew in from Maine on American Airlines He looks the same– but I heard a worry–a worry in his voice "Every time I come here, you gotta new lame job, a strung-out girlfriend Where is your hope, what is your dream–I want to understand." I said: "This is what I live for This is what I live for I know you can't see anything yet But I'm trying to find the core Of what I live for." "Come back soon– your family is dying to see you I want to help but I'm beginning to hate you If I'd behaved this way my dad woulda cracked me in two "I feel you slipping away I feel you slipping away I know the talk, I know the smells The druggy walk, the druggy hell You're slipping away." "Dad I'll be fine, I'm trying hard, trying hard to find A way to live, a way to love–I know I'm a little bit f**ed up "This is what I live for This is what I live for I know you can't see anything yet But I'm trying to find the core Of what I live for."