Mixed! - Part 3 lyrics

[Verse 1] I know your throat feels so damn thirsty But the Brita's empty once again in the fridge I'm sorry Matt for being such an a**hole But the hole in the wall feels lonelier than it did [Pre- Chorus] When i was seventeen And the train tracks seemed so kind Now my hometown's on TV And the worst part feels so far from over [Chorus] And if i'm not bleeding You can just a**ume i'm doing fine I know my hands seem dry But just a**ume it's cold outside I'm sorry Mom, i've been lying this whole time But don't you worry now, 'cause i've been talking to Caroline When i was seventeen And the train tracks seemed so kind Now my hometown's on TV And the worst part feels so far from over -- There is nothing more miraculous than the exit 167 sign on the Garden State Parkway The green glimmer glazed upon the horizon Beckoning my name, distant but not forgotten My heart is a factory off the New Jersey Turnpike Fumigating industrial waste into my paper lungs My chest, six panels and dotted coloring Hiding in burrows disguised as Babylon Writing off talking in my sleep as a reason to stay away from people When I know, i'm just terrified of people I know that no matter how hard I try I am still drawn to the loading dock behind the Closter Cinemas As it beckons our shared name Home -- And it hurts That i still care I'm trying to forget it But i can't Please understand And if i'm not bleeding You can just a**ume i'm doing fine And if my hands seem dry You can just a**ume it's cold outside I'm sorry Mom, i've been lying this whole time But don't you worry now, 'cause i've been talking to Caroline Let me feel alive