Mit MJ Rips - Early Winter lyrics

[Verse 1: Mit MJ Rips] So I must have been five or four When I saw him leave the front door And it was hard to comprehend Especially a young, good friend Goes to a better place When you are in his space Where you played silent hill Now room is silent still No more pro skater Tony hawk And you are afraid to talk Because he was her only child And the ride was so fast and wild Now all you have is blurred memories I'm praying to the Lord to see him please That's a huge difference And life has been changed since [Hook: Mit MJ Rips] As an early winter falls And red roses lose their color So they wilt after they just bloom So the garden becomes a tomb [Verse 2: Mit MJ Rips] So it's J O H N It's hard to comprehend Sitting in the car watching the lost episode But the car is parked and we were not on the road And we were parked outside the school's chapel At the time, I did not understand still It must have been the wake or funeral Recalling that just gave me a true chill It's the same thing I did for my baby cousin When a family member died young and sudden Even with the experience But it made not one difference So now When I saw her in the coffin The four last things are never forgotten [Hook] [Verse 3: Mit MJ Rips] My godfather entered the hospital And that brought back the similar chill This time I knew he's still alive So I prayed he would survive Because next year is my confirmation Too bad that year he had a cremation This hurt even more than the one before Because on the back of his bathroom door At Six years, I wrote k** And the mark was there still That is a bitter pill But I was young, he was joking As the fire began smoking I use to see his urn And think of all I learn From a man close like a father Causes the emotions to stir Now the mother who lost the only child She is now a widow and that is wild So I picked her to be my sponsor Cause she raised me to be the man sir [Hook] [Verse 4: Mit MJ Rips] I just turned eighteen on the holy Innocents As I'm swinging a truible and incents The day I was born serving a funeral And now I do not want to be there still It's a friend's grandfather And that makes it harder As she serves and stands by my side I am there for her no pride Plus her age, I lost my granddad That day was so fast, wild, and sad The two men were a lot a like Hearing the priest on the Church mic This connection is solidarity I am doing this for charity Because I have been there frankly And humans, we're all family [Hook] [Outro: Mit MJ Rips] When the Light is harder to see You close up and get Cabin Fever