Miseration - The Mirroring Shadow lyrics

Like a blind man being left behind Hitting every corner to make hurt Left with a knowing of being not all right And books and instruments to make that go away In darkness - no reading can be done In darkness - the scalpel cuts all wrong I have been waiting for so long Through a mirroring shadow Never surrender, so they say But if every try makes the next one even faultier Should there not be a point of saying ney Puzzling with my brain Needles and alcohol to drain Zip-sap-sow - there tomorrows go I have been waiting for so long Through a mirroring shadow In that cube of black where I was trapped White would circularly saw and make me free When d**h came to close, there you were Splendour of shine and grace Transcending one of many a d**hs I was becoming all that I wanted But light still remains a constant in mind Though eyes cannot receive any glow I keep it to myself as an arousal fantasy And bit by bit I start to to make myself a believer I have been waiting for so long Through a mirroring shadow