Mirrorthrone - No One By My Side lyrics

Now arrived at the dusk of my aeonic existence But yet, too short My hands are bound in my back with a thorny rope And yet, so tight Raising my prophetic gaze one last time The only things I meet are blight And contempt, vomited by all those mouths United by the dogmatic boundaries of so-called human decency Unanimously condemned by a mislead humanity And yet, too quickly For daring to bother the established with cosmic words And yet, so true Thus destined to such vile d**h A revengeful spectacle for the shocked memory I look at the fire burning higher and higher around me Already suffocated by the smoke's hypnotic breath I suddenly feel a freezing warmth Like boiling acid rolling on my body From my feet to my chest The flames are devouring me Vile ma** exalting christlike fantasies I will not wash your sins For of all the scourges your sick mind creates, my body i s free As it has ever been and will always be The pseudo heroic act of self-castration Reanimated their old morbid satisfaction Again, repeating time and abandon They missed their target and reached perversion. Deafened by the morbid pulse Roaring in their ears and spreading its curse All their mouths were sinisterly open For their blaming how to straighten No sacrifice hidden behind this murder You deserve nothing but a contemptuous laughter Your cause is senseless, so is my agony Staining your hands forever with blood of perfidy Forget all your neurotic constructions And face the source of your dissatisfaction One last time One last time... Or have all my attempts always been vain Disregarded, lost under disdain? Could all my scars and wasted blood Only be remembered by the silent mud? s**ed away from each infected memory Vanishing under each gaze, inexorably? During this everlasting agony A smile distorted my cracked lips One last time For even though my time had gone Somewhere a seed had been sown One last time my thoughts wandered free Beholding future hatching potentialities I hate you world I wasn't made for you... Alas...