Mirror Of Deception - Cease lyrics

[M. Baumhauer] An observation, a thought, I'm overcome by fear Like a sign in her face I'm not able to ask Like a growing river of jealousy inside me Rising out of nothing eating into my thinking I know I'm overcome by these feelings It's easy to get into such a whirlpool Like a trap slowly built up by itself Soon these are the only feelings that control me Probably wrong conclusions are buzzing inside my head I see How I'm slowly losing my self-control Slipping through my spread-out fingers like sand It's wrong to regard these things like that I know what I wanna do now What there is to do But it's just a load Burdened by myself You only know you are guilty He is able to understand me I think to know what eyes tell Your miserable thoughts are growing Now I'm looking back and realize That everything was unfounded and nothing But sometimes pain is like water Rising out of nothing and getting out of hand