Mira Gonzalez - ​the world would be happier with me dead in it lyrics

i feel sad i like comfort so much i keep seeing myself talking to my dad about like, jesus or something or being uncomfortable of mr. sheikh and acting all civilised to avoid discomfort i won't ever be able to do anything or realize life is meaningless i'll just be a bullsh** person like everyone who made me in my family i'm gonna be a bullsh** person an a**hole i do not want this to happen i already am an a**sh** bullhole f** i can't even use concrete images blue flower dyed industrially that was not connected to anything it was an image a cliche image f** i'm a bullhole cliche a**sh**