Mincing Fury And Guttural Clamour Of Queer Decay - Glimmering Shine of Another Life lyrics

Suddenly waking up again In the middle of the night With that strange feeling Of the unknown disgrace That lies heavily upon you Pushing you down relentlessly There must by some higher force That still keeps me down Prevents me from standing up Why I always lose Where others succeed What have I done wrong? That wrong thing is in your head A jealous worm that you feed Day after day, every time you lose Reason lies in your lazy mind Face the truth - you have to change! They are all so bad Corrupted and rotten Despite it they live in luxury They don't deserve it! I will make them all suffer!