Millions - Clementine lyrics

It's been on my mind recently How did I get from point A to point B Cause' if I'm being honest Well, I've changed the most Over these past few years When I look at things close So I dont feel sad I don't know how I feel Cause I'm starting to think that it's really a waste To worry about how things fall into place Pick up the phone But I know it's too late My communication- never been great Lies that I've told I can't change, that's for sure And I'm going (?) But can't live with that And I know that it's wrong for me to admit But there are times in my past That? if I could But (repeat ) So why do I wait?