Milestones - Equal Measures lyrics

[Verse 1] It's too late at night to hold my sight Why can't I see that I am blind? My patience is wearing thin So I guess I'll have to take this on the chin Despite the words I said so long ago; I still cared [Chorus] And I cared that I never got a piece of what we claimed And I care that I always shouldered the blame Despite the words that I said so long ago Despite the words that I've learnt to know And I've shown this to be a bitter part of me I'm a loss if I leave And my friend is my foe, and how can I grow When I'm stuck here? [Verse 2] So I hide away and just let the days begin to scare me into thinking that it'll haunt me 'til I can't rest But I suppose the nights are worse They've made me scared of sleeping For someone who's supposed to care, you made it look so easy I thought the problem was you can't see You pulled me apart and you left me to bleed But now I know that you were far from blind You saw it all the time, you watched and you smiled [Chorus] And I cared that I never got a piece of what we claimed And I care that I always shouldered the blame Despite the words that I said so long ago Despite the words that I've learnt to know And I've shown this to be a bitter part of me I'm a loss if I leave And my friend is my foe, and how can I grow When I'm stuck here? [Outro] Cause I'm still here Girl, I'm talking to you I'm still here Equal measures aside Don't trip with my mind I'm leaving here