Miles Benjamin Anthony Robinson - Always an Anchor lyrics

I lost a love that loved me completely Ranks of regret they batter and beat me I'm never going back again Without a lot more medicine a few less friends Somewhere back in my old hometown There's an alright kid dragging an anchor Around It looks a lot like a frown Goddamn it's hard to turn an anchor upside down When smile ain't a smile, just some teeth messing with your mind Well you're right to fear the fear you fear you'll find Wake up in the morning And I float downtown I watch the fish fill the filthy f**ing city that drowned Above that big hole in the ground Where my fine friend fear had first been found. I remember seventeen I remember being honest, horny, healthy, and clean. I remember believing briefly That I'd been born to be the one It seems something worse than stupid now it's done A lot of people I know are walking round wondering Is it ever gonna be their day? From what I've seen so far man... It's no way Not today Not today Not today Babe I'm sorry that it turned out bad Honey with all we had Babe, I'm sorry that it turned out... bad.