Mikey J - Real Talk lyrics

Verse 1: Yo, every night before I sleep I watch friends I guess I miss mine Damn I think I miss time A little lost right now I think I miss life I'm just tryna get in tune with the enemy I'm fighting for the winner me For too long I've been a sinner me I'm tryna prove everybody wrong who thought I wouldn't change for none The truth is, me I change my game for mum She's all I care about So no, I don't wanna hear about or know about your whereabouts If I could, I would meet you there to tear you out Just so I could show you I'm the best around And I don't give a f**, I've got nothing to lose So if you punch me, yeah i'll bruise. But then i'll come back and i'll bun your crews Cause backpack gang, we're better then yous And yeah I'm better then them So I won't lower myself or go run up my mouth, nah I prefer to write a letter for them Bars and flows, I've always been a trendsetter for them Look, Rox you're starting a vendetta again I got a fresh pair of nikes and yeah my sweaters in trend I'm just tryna get my mind right, before I hit the limelight Cause this is my life and I'm not gonna lose And damn I love the centre of stage With the crowd singing along or just shouting my name And when they do, it k**s doubt in my brain And for a few minutes, there ain't nothing I can't gain And then I'm off, back to the strain That's back to my yard where my troubles remain I build a fat zuggie and I sit in my room Ipod on, im just pumping my tunes Cause this is therapy to me, I'm just out in my mood If I'm not doing this I'm probably out with my crew And if I'm not doing that, I'm at mikeys in the booth Spitting the truth, as I do, i've been this way since I was a youth I'm the pudding here's the proof Tears running, ears brunnin' I hear them talking but I'm coming Haters I hear them talking but I'm coming The gem in i, is such a gemini But I love it, it shows there's no them in i Although its crazy and its mad I guess, I could blame it on my dad But I've never been the type to talk about what I haven't had I'd rather talk about what I'm gonna get Like if I work hard I could be next I'm tryna take steps, please don't get me vexed When I switch it's intense Hence, I jump on twitter and I'm at it again A bad day, I guess I just need a friend I'm tryna' structure my brain so I can out it in a pen (Mikey J) So I can out it in a pen Oh, oh, oh, oh Yeah, I'm no longer scared I'm on my rights, I changed my wrongs And I'm still holding on Yeah, f** the world, I don't care Been on my own for this long So I'm doing my thing Oh, so I'm doing my thing, yeah