MikelWJ - Problems lyrics

[Verse One: MikelWJ] I'm not your f**ing counselor, I mean I care But don't get pissed off if I can't always just be there I have my own life, my own problems, my own addictions And when I'm not writing these songs, I deal with friction I always try to listen, but sometimes I've had enough And if you won't return the favor, well I guess thats rough Because nowadays people expect me to be a role model But I'm a teenager, is it that hard to follow? I still don't even have a f**ing college degree And yet all of these little kids throw their problems at me And their parents point fingers since the kids depressed Because they sent a letter out a week ago to my address And since I didn't reply, they seem to think I'm a fake When I put all of my time into the music that I make And if that isn't enough, no one will pick up the phone I've been crying out for help but I still sit here all alone Like… [Chorus: MikelWJ] These monsters in my head (In my head) Are the same ones that leave my brethren dead These monsters in my head. (In my head) Are the same ones that leave my brethren dead [Verse Two: MikelWJ] The stress hits, and it's always a f**ing b**h I'll be feeling great when I suddenly make a switch My mood goes south and my mind starts rushing You can tell I'm pissed by the times that I'm cussing My counselor says that I need to block all of the pain But he never understands that's the reason that I came I've hit rock bottom, I'm about to fall through Raps role model, you're lucky it isn't you I talk about whats real and get criticized for depression They hand me all their pills and another therapy session Suicide watch leaves these people giving strange stares I'm not a f**ing monster, what are you're eyes doing here I feel emotions that no one in this room can explain So how in God's name do I talk about all the pain? And if that isn't enough, no one will pick up the phone I've been crying out for help but I still sit here all alone Like… [Chorus: MikelWJ] [Verse Three: MikelWJ] My best friend wants to k** herself, that's all I have to say I see her mental state degrading each and every single day There's not a word that I can say to ever make her understand I made a promise to myself that I won't watch her life end I kissed her wrists and told that I'll always hold her close But then I turn around and swallow a bottle to overdose Feeling so comatose, it's the only way I'll get by And ignore all the thoughts that are screaming at me to die I disappoint my parents since I have no other real sk**s And musics not a definite way that I'll pay my bills But it's all that I can do since I never did well in school So I'll continue disappointing until they tell me we're cool Like… [Chorus: MikelWJ]