MikelWJ - The Story Of Lover Girl lyrics

Lover Girl: I hope so, I can't take all this much longer Michael: Trust me. You'll be fine [Verse One: MikelWJ] Do me a favor Lover Girl Please don't hate the world I promise things are okay And you can make it on your own Just trust your heart and home I promise things are okay [Bridge: MikelWJ] But you know me, The guy who tells you anything And calls you his everything Yeah you know me, The guy who gave you everything Since you were my everything [Verse Two: MikelWJ + Lover Girl] Hold it together Lover Girl The music starts so you'll twirl And things will be okay Hear the sound from my lips Played by my (your) own fingertips Everything is okay [Verse Three: MikelWJ You've been stressing too much, I hear the strain in your laugh You've been leaning so much, you're nearly broken in half You're scared of the future because you hurt in the past So you're holding onto memories of things that won't last You were broken by the boys when you gave them your trust You were told that it was love, but it was always just lust It's okay It's okay Narrator: Just two months later, thing's aren't the same Who wins in the fight, when both are to blame? Michael: Hey man, look, she finally texted me back. Like twelve new texts Cody Sparks: It only took her 4 days. Is she apologizing for ignoring you? Read it to me Michael: Oh. Oh… Wow Cody Sparks: What? Hurry up, Let me see the f**ing texts Michael: Fine, Here you go Cody Sparks [mumbling as if reading for a couple seconds]: Oh sh** man. That is f**ed up Michael: I feel like that was one of the most insulting things I have ever been told Cody Sparks: Dude, just break up with her, you are obviously unhappy Michael: I guess you're right, But I don't even want to talk to her after what she said Cody Sparks: Then just do it over a text. If she can say all this sh** about you in a text but not to your face, then she doesn't deserve to get broken up with in person Michael: That makes sense, I guess. Sure. [pauses for a couple seconds.] Okay, there, I sent it. Lets play some call of duty or something to distract me Cody Sparks: Forsure homie Michael: Please don't ever say Ho... Michael: Goddamnit. [Ringing stops] Hello? Lover Girl: Are you serious right now? Michael: I am very serious, yes Lover Girl: You don't even have the guts to break up me in person Michael: I don't even want to see you in person anymore [Verse One: MikelWJ] You lost yourself, and that's bogus. You told me life was hopeless But I found you on my sofa, I was trying hard to focus So I sat back and I wrote this, after we shared one kiss Fact is, f** this, I only came back to run sh** You left me there october, you told me don't come over You left me there alone and so these people call me loner These people call me f*ggot, these people keep me lower But now I'm moving past that, tell me you heard Forward I don't drink like a catholic, anti-extremist baptist Religions not a practice, and I'm sure God is past this The big man must be pa**ive, since he hasn't been active This path was drastic but now I'm not such a captive [Bridge: MikelWJ] Do you see where we're at right now? Do you hear me? And can you see me? [Bridge: Lover Girl] Do you see where I'm at right now? Do you hear me? Are you listening? [Verse Two: MikelWJ + Lover Girl] Sometimes you're busy chasing light, and get surrounded by dark Sometimes you think you have a life, but you don't know where to start Sometimes it's difficult to understand the thoughts of your heart And so you glue the world together just to tear it apart [Verse Three: MikelWJ] Lately I'm lonely and awkward, back and forth like it's soccer My brain is filled with this clatter and so I called up the doctor He said I have a problem, I'm on my own to recover Metaphorically I blew my brains in front of my mother And brother and sister and father. Even my friends down the street Everybody is destined to feel just like me [Verse Four: Lover Girl] You've been stressing too much, there's been a strain in your laugh You've been leaning too much, You almost broke right in half You're so scared of the future because you hurt in the past So you're holding on to memories of things that won't last [Verse Five: MikelWJ] I know I'm stressing too much, there's been a strain in my laugh I've been leaning too much, I almost broke right in half I feel scared of the future because I ruined the past And you expect me to let go of all the things that don't last? [Verse Six: MikelWJ] Just give me a blanket I can sleep on the couch I've been up since morning so it's time I come down And I don't want to be drinking, but they can hand it around Since I don't want to get depressed and start f**ing around [Bridge: MikelWJ] Do me a favor Lover Girl Forget me, Forget me [Bridge: Lover Girl] Do me a favor Lover Boy Forgive me, Please forgive me [Verse Seven: MikelWJ] I'm sorry there if I slipped up, my emotions started to rip up I can't let them out on a sad song, so bad thought's just build up I like good vibes from good lives, when good hearts have good times But good hearts can all die when bad vibes all lend rhymes [Verse Eight: Lover Girl] You tell me that you worry when I start losing sleep I a**ume that you mean that I'm not acting like me And it's the truth, I got kicked right out of my youth So I'm trying real hard to get back all you made me lose My friends like to question who all your songs are about When I know if they were trying they could figure it out And all you are is busy since since you learned to record And whenever we're together it's like I come up short [Verse Nine: MikelWJ] I made a locket with your picture, now it lives on the floor It isn't possible for me to take this stress anymore My hands are bound and now tied, don't think I didn't try And now I am working up the guts just to let you know why It's been three long months since I picked up a pen And my chicken scratch journal is questioning where I've been I don't know, feeling utter mental collapse That was started by the people I portrayed in my raps Lover Girl: I can't believe this. You are acting so immature Michael: Have you not seen the way you've been acting? Lover Girl: You know what? Whatever, Goodbye Michael: Goodbye Cody Sparks: Good job man, you did what you had to do. Now hurry the f** up and grab that controller, I have the game all set up Narrator: A few weeks later, the outcast was back And of course he wrote, Lover Girl's last track Michael: Time to sit finally sit down again and see if I can think of anything for this new album [Verse One: MikelWJ] Don't you find it funny that I thought I fell for you? Don't you find it funny that I thought I finally knew What love would have to offer if I once again let it through But it only fueled my problems, and the fire quickly grew [Verse Two: MikelWJ] Don't you want to laugh at how I fell in your plan? Like putty hardened in the palm of your hand From lack of hope, but the rest is so grand and I'm finally learning how to be a good man See you taught how to hold my own ground When other people try and bring me way down You inspired much more refined sound Imprints visible on all that I've found [Bridge: Lover Girl] "Are you still there, am I alone? Are you awake and are you home? I was hoping you could come over to my place Nevermind, I'll call you in a few days Sorry bout it." [Verse Three: MikelWJ] I gave you love and attention, and so much f**ing affection And you just turned your back away from me with no sort of question You left me broken and hurt, heart pumping blood to the dirt Hoping that God would appear and give me some sort of worth You had me wrapped around your finger tip Heart hanging from every single kiss Chasing shadows in the night In my mind you were always right But I guess thats when you cut me off You went left, and left me lost First you gut me by my core Think that's painful, here comes more My heart was dangling by a string You cut that sh**, and I felt the sting You left me feeling numb and tired Uninspired, with broken wires And you moved on, like "forget mike He's played out." yeah you're right I'm played out, so just go But I gave up? Hell no [Verse Four: MikelWJ] You were a friend when I had no one else You were the hand I had when no one helped You were the girl that always held me down And talked such sh** when I wasn't around So I gave you up since you hurt me Then you turned around and you blamed me Said I'm crazy, said I didn't care Said I'm immature and I'm never there So I walked out, and you moved on I felt hung up, but I stayed strong I felt left out almost all the time And you ignored the times you left me crying You said you would never see me hurt And the reason is since you numbed me first So I'll break your heart like you broke mine And I won't give up like last time [Verse Five: MikelWJ] If I can ask for a moment of silence for your integrity I'd like to hear you're sorry for the things that you said to me I'll also take a picture of your face, just so you can see What it looks like to only feel like a memory [Verse Six: Lover Girl] Look at everything from my perspective Maybe I felt like I was being ignored You made me feel broken and neglected But the only the thing I made you feel was bored [Bridge 2: MikelWJ] They say that peace is in the eye of the storm And if beauty's for beholders then I'm doing it wrong I constructed you with cla**ical form Just to let it fall apart to an acoustic song Then I watched as you attempted to float Through similar states while I was on the west coast And you seemed to have a lack of hope While I felt like a king, but I didn't want to boast, no [Bridge 2: MikelWJ + Lover Girl] I heard that peace is in the eye of the storm And if beauty's for beholders then we're doing it wrong I (You) constructed you (Me) with cla**ical form Just to let it fall apart to an acoustic song Then I (You) watched as you (I) attempted to float Through similar states while I (You) was (Were) on the west coast And you (I) seemed to (Know I) have (Had) a lack of hope While I (You) felt like a king, but my neck is through a rope [Outro: MikelWJ + Lover Girl] Don't you find it funny that I thought I fell for you? Don't you find it funny that I thought I finally knew What love would have to offer if I once again let it through But it only fueled my problems, and the fire quickly grew Narrator: And that was that