MikelWJ - Help Me lyrics

It seems like every single time I get through to these f**ing people They look at me like I'm a stranger crying in the fetal They tell me that I'm hot I tell them that I'm not But deep down I know I'm as hot as a stove top They tell me that I'm strong They're singing with every song and I'm the reason they won't take a hit out of the bong But little do they know they are stronger than their own idol Cause half of these thoughts are borderline suicidal And these preachers don't seem to understand That I don't care Either God's not real or the f**er was never there Because it seems like he never had a second to spare To answer one stupid little kid with a prayer Whose brother and mother would be screaming at each other Whose real parents we're a mystery He's strange no wonder Whose thoughts we're upheld And his head just like thunder Until he couldn't take it and he hid under his cover And his world was collapsing just outside of his door His mom and his dad were filing for divorce They argued every night and it became very apparent That soon he would be losing yet another set of parents So imagine how that ended up his mind here was dying How could he know love when fear is all that he finds? How they split and they never gave a good reason How could they let their love die this was such a treason! Survivor syndrome is what these people label it Says I shouldn't've lived when my friends couldn't handle it And with that on my mind I still try to act casual Cause all these f**ed up thoughts make me an animal It is impractical for me to feel valuable In fact that's the only thought of mine that's rational And I've been used like hell that's how I got here To where I'm spitting my writings better than last year And I'm a co*ky f** but I'll admit that And if you doubt me then you really betta get back It's immature of your to try and bring my mind down I've seen my friends fall back while I gained ground And I'm no angel I f**ed up and I'm human But cut me a little slack since I'm stuck in this confusion I wanna break down but all these people here are listening f** it. You can't hear the tears on my cheek glistening Help me So I scream Help Me So I scream Help Me Please Help Me Help Me So I scream Help Me So I scream Help Me Please Help Me Help Me