Mike Tramp - Once lyrics

What if I wasn't good enough Would they all want me to stop Let the music fade away Shut the door nothing to say Take the bow no one wanted In the final show that nobody ever saw And here I am alone Just clown without a smile Did the people laugh at me Was I blind and didn't see Every sign along the way Loud and clear out on display Did I make it or did I fake it Was I any good or just a looser Yes I've been every where But I am still stuck here in the same old dirt Now the mighty circuz close The sad clown takes off his nose All the horses warm and neat Old grumpy lion gone to sleep The children got balloons Tomorrow there's no school It'll be a brand new day No more yesterday All is far away But still I look behind Don't know what I'll find I just need to feel once more I just need to know once more That I was once alive