Mike T - Dim Lights lyrics

[Verse 1] Corpses layin' around all over the damn place Mental process racin' whilst in a brain maze Intellectualism temporary, comparable to a phase 40% sticker reasoning for this cloudy haze Dim lights, thick smoke, and loud, loud music Meanwhile the vision begins looking quite lucid Meanwhile, hearing is almost muted That small light is what remains of my fuses Question every existence attempting to remember my steps Ask myself "Is this truly all I have left? Damaging my entire body, growing up to be what I detest Should I run away now and aspire the best?" [Pre-Verse] My lungs are harmed far too much, and my breathing is difficult Yet, I remain in a trance, nearly mystical [Verse 2] I notice a dim light on the other side Contemplate the possibilities, will I live or die Other options disregarded, I wish to abide Fears I push down, I need them to hide Slouching myself onto the next room Unable to control my actions, I trip on the man in blue Crawling my way there, I don't know what is the truth The mist around my mind blinds me more, I wish I knew Assumed I was born again, but for what? Ready to die? Shouldn't have stepped in my old shoes, but to myself I just lied Another in the corner with a similar look, except she cried I'd be falsifying if I said I truly tried The dim light seems to be fading away Only seeming to enter deeper into this fade I'm stuck in my own shades of gray At this point, I attempt to pray Not knowing the last hopes have ran away I stretch my hands out next to my head My entire body has spread I am lost and the decisions I dread I rest myself and hope God doesn't want me dead