Mike Ness - Dope Fiend Blues lyrics

In a police car i feel so very small I see my lover's face and i watch her teardrops fall And i try to figure out where i'd fallen off the track I sold my soul to the devil and then i stole it back Chorus And in the end, you know a dope fiend ain't got no friends And a junkie is a junkie to the bitter end Hope to die now, cuz you know i'm better off dead Hey brother, won't you lend me a helpin' hand? I tie myself off, shoot it in my veins I feel like marlon brando and i've hid another day's pain I'm goin' back where it's safe, goin' back to the womb I find my mother's comfort, here in a needle and spoon Chorus And christmas for a dope fiend ain't no fun Waitin' for good times that seem to never come Goin' out now, gonna get myself a gun Please stop me, don't you know i'm on a run? Aren't you tired of the detox and the places in the mind? Aren't you tired of the misery, aren't you tired of doin' time? And i try to figure out where i'd fallen off the track You know i sold my soul to the devil and then i stole it back Chorus I'm a dope fiend, i'm a liar, a cheat and a thief At my funeral, won't you bring me a red rose wreath? Dress in black now, show everyone your grief Well, i'm gone now, you can all feel relief!