Mike Kuz - This Is Not A Song lyrics

[Verse 1] Had a day with destiny Damn right, y'all hit play But that b**h curved me for like 4 mix tapes Get your sh** straight, fix your collar Get your dollars up Speak up boy, better sit straight You ain't Drizzy Drake, Lil Wayne, Kanye, Kendrick, Marshall f** you ain't big Jay, nah Yeah, they don't love me back home Nah, they don't love me back home But they need me back home f**ed up about this sh** is Is they don't even know, nah They can do it on their own Now, I'm singing this sh** Guess it all makes sense as a kid I listened to the bone At my parents crib, watching BET, MTV You know all the ? Now I'm sitting at the table with a pretty young thing And she tell me about her day But the truth is, I can give a negative 2 f**s 'bout what she gotta say Only found god in these rhymes Why'd you think god damn it, every night I go home and pray Let this all go straight And my momma said say this - it's all love [Hook] This is not a song, is not a song for you It's some sh** that's running through my head now This is not a song, is not a song for you This is just some sh** that's running through my head [Bridge] When I'm faded I'm just chilling in this hotel room And I don't know what I'm searching for, yeah, any more, nah (x2) [Verse 2] This how I really feel This how I really feel Funny how my heart on my sleeve Put the beat here k** this hell 17 running around Heartbeat screaming that I'm really ill 8 years later God damn it, I'm the only one really here, yeah I just got my word and my bars She just got curves in them draws She working it all Me, I gave birth to 'em all That's why we go splurge in the mall For the years you watched me fall For the years you watched me crawl Nah, I ain't lost I don't listen to you people I listen to my heart And it can't be bought till the curtains is called, you know And these lungs are filled with tar Lately I've been so distraught With all these thoughts in my head But f** it, I'ma drink this gin instead, so [Hook] This is not a song, is not a song for you It's some sh** that's running through my head now This is not a song, is not a song for you This is just some sh** that's running through my head [Bridge] When I'm faded I'm just chilling in this hotel room And I don't know what I'm searching for, yeah, any more, nah (x2) [Instrumental] [Bridge] When I'm faded I'm just chilling in this hotel room And I don't know what I'm searching for, yeah, any more, nah (x2)